THE SLOW TRAIN

I do not know what I want or do I need to want something for now. A reason for me to carry on day by day or should I just be merely making the self happy and comfortable each day? Why is it so hard for me to break away from everyday routine? Lately I`ve been living like a slow train rambling on my rail and at this point couldn`t break away from it. For now I`m just existing here. No plans. Got a dream to catch though but on this rail dreams easily fade away accordingly to time. That`s what dreams do if you don`t catch them fast enough. They just fade. Like the clouds outside the window. You just look at them and couldn`t do anything. What is there to do except watch and ponder.


"The Rain" - ( a sketch from my early journal )