THE KNOCKING ON MY FRONT DOOR

I am sad today. I had to let go something precious. Something that I admire very much. I am not a good decision maker but today I had to make one. After all considerations and careful thoughts I had to set something free today. Sadness is an aweful feeling. It lurks in one dark corner and keeps reminding me of things that will no longer be with me. Turning away from it is like trying to deny meandering thoughts that keep knocking on my front door. A terrible feeling that I know will stay a while whether I like it or not.

I have a feeling that I`ve been on this spot before. Why do some things in life keep repeating themselves? Especially the bad ones or have I been too careless to remember the good ones. Here I am again today, denying knocks on my front door.